Mi

No way im writingg this down!! but i jus cant hide my feelingss..im down..it only the second day and im complaining to myself every minutes and secs of the day..im sad, i felt that deep in my heart..im happy to see my family but is not ok for you guys to keep me around in the house all the time..i knew u guys love me very much and being protective over a child like me-not to mention wild, naughty, and stubborn..but mum n dad im reachin 20 years old..im nomore mummy or daddy's gal..Give me some of my own life please!! i need freedom..Freedom for goodness sake!! +_+..unbearable..i guess i will definitely going back to my cousins place next week..im so emo..*missing*
Anyways had great time last nite..with wei kok n joe..we went out and had 'luk luk' but i din took any of those coz i had already taken dinner with my family. Eventually there, I told them all about my stuff and happenings and it was pretty great..im relieved actually, bursting out each and every single thing to them..a friend in need is a friend indeed..luv u guys!! then we head to our so called 'confession room'..We had tiny lil miny chat and fuiyoo..berjudi la..!!! haha..chor tai dee lagi sampai tengah malam..
Today i did nothing other than sleep or sticking my eyes to the laptop watchin series 'supernatural'..My life jus screwed up since i got back here..Why am i thinking like that??..Maybe im changing a lil..yeah i guess i am..blame who??..blame myself!! blame Mi!! Im so sickkkkk!!! I want my life back..like i used to have with you...im in total despair..

Depressed
Mi +_+