Oh i hate this part....

Glancing through my thoughts that it was so simple so innocent..though money were scarce and left only few penny in our pockets , we drove around town looking for cheap entertaiment in a SLK..We helped each other, shared the same plight, shared money to fill the car petrol tank.. nothing much more important than that.. knowing the other was no better than another =) ..We all knew by name and trade..Surely there were fights and plenty hard blows.. however, there is a bigger part of our life where we had the best seats..We opened the hydrants on a hot day.. Laughed and were cooled by the lame jokes..We played until almost dark, late night.... Nobody concerned not even our parents cause it was such a small little town.....
Those were the days in the great contentment..greatest pleasure.. no worries, no doubts, no fears.. how i wish i could live a life back then.. is so great to have memories.. if only and i wish i do sigh.. time gone byes.. but lifes too short to dwell on things..

I guess i fear, fear of being hurt, fear of being sad, fear of being paranoid, fear of dissapointment, fear towards little things that scare me, fear of crying again.....