INKED

Something strike my nerves today.. i remember those last words Benny told me.. he said "i know you will come back to inked and make a tattoo for yourself " ..i was browsing through the name cards today and i came across the one he gave me and my heartfelt thunder rises up, recalling back the image of the tattoo he gave me and is really pretty. but my tiny guts overwhelmed my intention.i din made that tattoo..I wasnt prepared at all on that moment..I respected jo for her bravery. *salute*.So, Benny carve a very beautiful butterfly in the name of Joanne at the back of her shoulder. Very lovely.

Benny gave me some time to think since he is still busy tattoing others. "I am ready for it" i told my several times.. but the effect is permanent. Many things came across my mind that moment, what could happened if i put on a tattoo, what are the consequences to be encountered in the future? Would it affect my job and stuff like that..well, it is just some stupid lame reasons to push and tell myself "Don't do tattoo is painful!!" Yeah at last i made my mind not to do it simply because i cant stand pain..*Sweats* looking at the tiny machine piercing through the skin, bleeding...


Suddenly things are different. Clearer. more real.. Tattoo is about art and is pretty. Maybe its timefor me to start feeling this strongly. Maybe Benny was right that i will be back to Inked..Maybe tattoo is indeed addictive.